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I grew up thinking there had to be more. I desperately needed more. This couldn’t be all that there is. I WAS MORE. 

I thought more was elusive to me, because I didn’t deserve more. I wish I had known back then that that’s all it was. 

I had never dreamed I didn’t deserve more, and then when I realized that I deserved it I had no idea how to feel it. 

What a bitch to be young and extra and not know what to do with it. 

Now, I have more. 

And I feel less. 

And I don’t need more. 


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  1. OhCurlyOneOctober 19, 2021 at 12:15 PM

    You are perfect. Keep on the journey of knowing you are more... and don't need more. :)

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